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| Prof Uday Singh Ji & Bhai Sahib Randhir Singh Ji |
Author: Late Prof. Uday Singh Ji
On page 898 of Sri Guru Granth Sahib Ji there is a line which translates, “I made friends with a saint.” (jaanee sant kee mitraa-ee) I was lucky to have made friends with Bhai Sahib Randhir Singh and to have had his darshan (sight) for 15 years.
I became impatient to see him. In the summer of 1946 I was staying with my elder brother in Ferozpur, where Giani Puran Singh came to see us and told me that I could see Bhai Sahib at the house of his son, Sirdar Balbir Singh, in Civil Lines, Ludhiana. There, in July 1946, I say Bhai Sahib for the first time. At that time he didn’t yet look very old. He was broad-shouldered, well-built and of medium height. His forehead was broad, his nose flat and his face very serene. Guru Gobind Singh says “The Khalsa is my own image”. My first impression of Bhai Sahib was that he was indeed Guru’s own image. From this time on, I stayed at his feet for ever. I now know why I moved to Khalsa College, Amritsar, inspite of my parents’ objections. It was to see Bhai Sahib, which, very likely, I would not have, otherwise. No doubt, my destiny then propelled me in his direction.
From August 8, 1946 to end of June 1947 I was employed in the ICAR in New Delhi. That position I resigned on July 1st to prepare for the then freshly instituted competitive exam for recruitment to the Indian Administrative Services. On July 2nd, I took the Bombay Express train from Delhi to Jalandhar. On the way I got off at Ludhiana and went to see Bhai Sahib. When walking to his house I told myself that I had already resigned my job and that therefore I had nothing else to do except prepare for the IAS exam. Moreover the mind was not ready not to compete for this exam, because I was certain I will pass it. So I decided not to ask Bhai Sahib if or if not I should sit for this exam. In this time I reached his house (the famous, Model Town, Ludhiana). There, as I sat before him, the first thing he asked me was, what I was doing. I got caught. Of course I said I will soon sit for the IAS exam. Quick he said “Don’t. You will lose you inclination for Naam and Bani. What will you do with all this worldly education? Let it go.” ਭਾਈ ਸਾਹਿਬ ਦੇ ਬੋਲ ਸਨ: ਨਾਮ ਬਾਨੀ ਦੀ ਰੁਚੀ ਖੋ ਬੈਠੇਂਗਾ | ਛੱਡ ਪੜਾ ਪੜਾਈਆਂ। ਕੀ ਲੈਣਾ ਹੈ? His remarks were always pithy and pointed. I could feel the sting of his words. There it was. He was trying to stop me. I was not willing. The rest of the story is short.
I wrote the IAS exam three times in 1948, 1949 and 1950 and duly failed all three times. In the process I accumulated heavy debts. I realized, only too late, that the Saint’s words could not have gone in vain. He did his duty towards me. Only I failed in mine. From this episode however, I can certainly conclude that a saint can change one’s fate and future. If I were to have accepted Bhai Sahib’s advice, I could have saved three best years of my youth, and instead of failing the exams, could have succeeded in acquiring Naam and Bani. How very blessed that would have been.
During these years I rarely missed his Kirtan Smaagams, but he never ever asked me how I was doing in my exams. After repeated failures in these exams, my future was indeed bleak. My date of birth as wrongly entered in my matriculation certificate made me 25 in October 1950 and that, in twin, made me overage for any more trials. Nor indeed did I want to try again. I had had enough of it. But what will I do? I was only B.A. then. So in September 1950 I joined M.A. (mathematics) as a student. Bhai Sahib’s Vaisakhi Smaagam in April 1951 was held in Amritsar. I went there as I entered the Pandal (congregational area) upstairs, I still remember, the line they were then singing was this: ਕਿਸ ਹੀ ਕੋਈ ਕੋਇ ਮੰਞੁ ਨਿਮਾਣੀ ਇਕੁ ਤੂ ॥ kis hee ko-ee ko-e, manjh nimaanee ek too. (“Some people have others, but I am forlorn and dishonoured; I have only You, Lord.”)
I wrote the IAS exam three times in 1948, 1949 and 1950 and duly failed all three times. In the process I accumulated heavy debts. I realized, only too late, that the Saint’s words could not have gone in vain. He did his duty towards me. Only I failed in mine. From this episode however, I can certainly conclude that a saint can change one’s fate and future. If I were to have accepted Bhai Sahib’s advice, I could have saved three best years of my youth, and instead of failing the exams, could have succeeded in acquiring Naam and Bani. How very blessed that would have been.
During these years I rarely missed his Kirtan Smaagams, but he never ever asked me how I was doing in my exams. After repeated failures in these exams, my future was indeed bleak. My date of birth as wrongly entered in my matriculation certificate made me 25 in October 1950 and that, in twin, made me overage for any more trials. Nor indeed did I want to try again. I had had enough of it. But what will I do? I was only B.A. then. So in September 1950 I joined M.A. (mathematics) as a student. Bhai Sahib’s Vaisakhi Smaagam in April 1951 was held in Amritsar. I went there as I entered the Pandal (congregational area) upstairs, I still remember, the line they were then singing was this: ਕਿਸ ਹੀ ਕੋਈ ਕੋਇ ਮੰਞੁ ਨਿਮਾਣੀ ਇਕੁ ਤੂ ॥ kis hee ko-ee ko-e, manjh nimaanee ek too. (“Some people have others, but I am forlorn and dishonoured; I have only You, Lord.”)
After the night-long Kirtan, I had to come away early the following morning. Before I left, Bhai Sahib told me that he and his Jatha will follow me the same day by the flying train. At its arrival time, I again went to Jalandhar railway station to see him in the train. It was about 2 pm and the date must be April 15, 1951. I was happy to see him again. But I wasn’t aware what was going to happen. He said, “What became of the exam you wanted to write?” My answer was, “I tried again and again but failed every time. I have now become overage for it. So I will have to reborn to pass it.” Quickly he said a line by Bhagat Kabir, ਬਹੁਰਿ ਹਮ ਕਾਹੇ ਆਵਹਿਗੇ ॥ bahur hum kaahe aavehi-gay (“I will not come back again”). Years later, in December 1976, in Toronto, when I asked Bhai Jeevan Singh (himself Bhai Sahib’s lifelong companion) what this meant, he said “what it says.” I leapt for joy. Thus ended sequence of my IAS failures in a blessing from Bhai Sahib.
The month was February or November and the year 1951 or 1953. The place was Khurdpur (in Jalandhar district). I went to hear Bhai Sahib’s Kirtan. There he was, sitting in the centre of the Sangat, clad in his usual blue, singing divine Kirtan, his face beaming with inner joy. After the Kirtan, we moved next door (in the girl’s school, where he was staying). That day I was alone with him several hours. When I said, “Poetry should be like Guru Arjan’s”, He corrected me saying, “It is Gurbani, not poetry.” Continuing, I said, “Life should be like yours”, meaning that I would like my life to become like his. He said: “It will be in a while yet.” Soon it was time to leave. I asked his permission. He said, “I will see you off”, and together we moved out of the room into the compound of the school. There we stood face to face, when he held me in his arms what a beautiful new feeling I had all over my body. And of for the taste in my throat, I have no words for this sensation, because I haven’t had it before or since. Many times later Bhai Sahib and I have embraced each other, but that feeling of unbearable pleasure never returned.
In September 1954, Bhai Sahib preformed an Akhand Paath and Kirtan in Sardar Hardial Singh’s house (on Ladowali Road, Jalandhar). My son, Kirpal Singh, then three and I went to see Bhai Sahib and stayed with him most of that day. We were sitting in the yard, while the Akhand Paath was going on, inside the house. Suddenly Bhai Sahib asked me to run to hear a line that was shortly about to come in the reading of Sri Guru Granth Sahib Ji, and which, he said was for me. I ran in and did hear something, but now I forgot what it was. Later that afternoon, he asked me to get a rickshaw so we could go out for some fresh air. When the rickshaw puller came, I handed Kirpal and my bicycle to him. I sat Bhai Sahib on the rickshaw and started pedalling it myself. We went clear out of town and stopped at the government sugarcane farm.
Parking the rickshaw by an irrigation ditch, I went to the nearby tube-well, leaving Bhai Sahib alone for a short walk in the fields. Soon he came back to the well. Meanwhile I forgot all about Kirpal. In our absence, he started pushing at the rickshaw and, before long, had it upside down in the ditch. That was easy. But how to get the thing back on its wheels? When Bhai Sahib and I came back on the scene, the little boy, still struggling to pull the bicycle out of the ditch, was sweating all over. His clothes were soiled and his hands and feet were muddied. Seeing this Bhai Sahib said to Kirpal, “Watch before you mess your own life like that.” His exact words I forget but the meaning was just about this. From that day on, I had a vague feeling that something bad will happen to Kirpal sometime.
Today with the benefit of hindsight, I can comprehend the message of the one line in the Holy Granth, which, Bhai Sahib said, was for me and which I did hear but then forgot. Very likely that line cautioned me against being too desperately attached to the boy, or for that matter, to other worldly possessions. But since I did not pay attention to the message, Bhai Sahib decided to take me out alone and to repeat the warning in particular reference to the boy.
In June 1955 I passed my M.A. exam. The following one year was my blackest. I had a family, two sons, responsibilities, debts, a first class Master’s degree, but no job. I knew grinding poverty. I made applications all over India, also, some abroad. Finally in July 1956, Khalsa College, Mahilpur, hired me as a lecturer in Mathematics. Bhai Sahib once said to me, “You are good at mathematics”. He used the Persian word “Taq” to say this. To this I attribute my modest success in the line of Mathematics. All these years, Bhai Sahib kept asking me to take Amrit but I kept postponing. In May 1957, I received a post card from him, which, though, was scribed and signed for him by somebody else, and in which he asked my wife and I to come prepared to take Amrit and the time of Shaheedi Gurpurb in Ludhiana (in June). In a post script he said my wife was going to bear my fruit, and so the Amrit Smaagam was arranged only for our sake (before the baby’s arrival that is). We became aware of our secret only after reading his post card, which I still have. It is dated May 25, 1957. We took Amrit in June 1957. Our only daughter was born on November 20, 1957.
In a letter dated March 4, 1960, University of Notre Dame, Indiana, USA, approved my status as graduate student and teaching assistant to do advanced work in Mathematics. I wanted to go. But not without asking Bhai Sahib. In 1947 he dissuaded me from taking the IAS exam. I disobeyed him and suffered. I didn’t want that to happen to me again. I settled with that if he didn’t want me to go, I wouldn’t. in this frame of mind, when I asked his permission, he said, “Go do good to others and come back” ਭਾਈ ਸਾਹਿਬ ਦੇ ਬਚਨ ਸਨ: ਜਾਉ, ਪਰਉਪਕਾਰ ਕਰੋ, ਮੁੜ ਕੇ ਆਉ। Subsequently however, when I was refused my visa on medical grounds, in July 1960, I came back to him worried. At that time he had difficulty speaking. But seeing me he said, “Why are you still here? Haven’t you gone?” My question was answered. I realized I will go. But (in the excitement) I forgot to ask him if my family could accompany me, for how long could I stay abroad, when will I see him again. This was my last Darshan (sight) of him. After that I never saw him except in my dreams. I arrived in the states early in September 1960. There in a letter from my wife I learnt that the Saint who had guided and helped me so much, to whom I owed so much and even foretold me my future, had expired in April 1961. I had always desired to go back to India to cling to his feet, but that was not to be.
My present University hired me from September 1961 and my wife and four children joined me in Canada in May 1963.
The month was February or November and the year 1951 or 1953. The place was Khurdpur (in Jalandhar district). I went to hear Bhai Sahib’s Kirtan. There he was, sitting in the centre of the Sangat, clad in his usual blue, singing divine Kirtan, his face beaming with inner joy. After the Kirtan, we moved next door (in the girl’s school, where he was staying). That day I was alone with him several hours. When I said, “Poetry should be like Guru Arjan’s”, He corrected me saying, “It is Gurbani, not poetry.” Continuing, I said, “Life should be like yours”, meaning that I would like my life to become like his. He said: “It will be in a while yet.” Soon it was time to leave. I asked his permission. He said, “I will see you off”, and together we moved out of the room into the compound of the school. There we stood face to face, when he held me in his arms what a beautiful new feeling I had all over my body. And of for the taste in my throat, I have no words for this sensation, because I haven’t had it before or since. Many times later Bhai Sahib and I have embraced each other, but that feeling of unbearable pleasure never returned.
In September 1954, Bhai Sahib preformed an Akhand Paath and Kirtan in Sardar Hardial Singh’s house (on Ladowali Road, Jalandhar). My son, Kirpal Singh, then three and I went to see Bhai Sahib and stayed with him most of that day. We were sitting in the yard, while the Akhand Paath was going on, inside the house. Suddenly Bhai Sahib asked me to run to hear a line that was shortly about to come in the reading of Sri Guru Granth Sahib Ji, and which, he said was for me. I ran in and did hear something, but now I forgot what it was. Later that afternoon, he asked me to get a rickshaw so we could go out for some fresh air. When the rickshaw puller came, I handed Kirpal and my bicycle to him. I sat Bhai Sahib on the rickshaw and started pedalling it myself. We went clear out of town and stopped at the government sugarcane farm.
Parking the rickshaw by an irrigation ditch, I went to the nearby tube-well, leaving Bhai Sahib alone for a short walk in the fields. Soon he came back to the well. Meanwhile I forgot all about Kirpal. In our absence, he started pushing at the rickshaw and, before long, had it upside down in the ditch. That was easy. But how to get the thing back on its wheels? When Bhai Sahib and I came back on the scene, the little boy, still struggling to pull the bicycle out of the ditch, was sweating all over. His clothes were soiled and his hands and feet were muddied. Seeing this Bhai Sahib said to Kirpal, “Watch before you mess your own life like that.” His exact words I forget but the meaning was just about this. From that day on, I had a vague feeling that something bad will happen to Kirpal sometime.
Today with the benefit of hindsight, I can comprehend the message of the one line in the Holy Granth, which, Bhai Sahib said, was for me and which I did hear but then forgot. Very likely that line cautioned me against being too desperately attached to the boy, or for that matter, to other worldly possessions. But since I did not pay attention to the message, Bhai Sahib decided to take me out alone and to repeat the warning in particular reference to the boy.
In June 1955 I passed my M.A. exam. The following one year was my blackest. I had a family, two sons, responsibilities, debts, a first class Master’s degree, but no job. I knew grinding poverty. I made applications all over India, also, some abroad. Finally in July 1956, Khalsa College, Mahilpur, hired me as a lecturer in Mathematics. Bhai Sahib once said to me, “You are good at mathematics”. He used the Persian word “Taq” to say this. To this I attribute my modest success in the line of Mathematics. All these years, Bhai Sahib kept asking me to take Amrit but I kept postponing. In May 1957, I received a post card from him, which, though, was scribed and signed for him by somebody else, and in which he asked my wife and I to come prepared to take Amrit and the time of Shaheedi Gurpurb in Ludhiana (in June). In a post script he said my wife was going to bear my fruit, and so the Amrit Smaagam was arranged only for our sake (before the baby’s arrival that is). We became aware of our secret only after reading his post card, which I still have. It is dated May 25, 1957. We took Amrit in June 1957. Our only daughter was born on November 20, 1957.
In a letter dated March 4, 1960, University of Notre Dame, Indiana, USA, approved my status as graduate student and teaching assistant to do advanced work in Mathematics. I wanted to go. But not without asking Bhai Sahib. In 1947 he dissuaded me from taking the IAS exam. I disobeyed him and suffered. I didn’t want that to happen to me again. I settled with that if he didn’t want me to go, I wouldn’t. in this frame of mind, when I asked his permission, he said, “Go do good to others and come back” ਭਾਈ ਸਾਹਿਬ ਦੇ ਬਚਨ ਸਨ: ਜਾਉ, ਪਰਉਪਕਾਰ ਕਰੋ, ਮੁੜ ਕੇ ਆਉ। Subsequently however, when I was refused my visa on medical grounds, in July 1960, I came back to him worried. At that time he had difficulty speaking. But seeing me he said, “Why are you still here? Haven’t you gone?” My question was answered. I realized I will go. But (in the excitement) I forgot to ask him if my family could accompany me, for how long could I stay abroad, when will I see him again. This was my last Darshan (sight) of him. After that I never saw him except in my dreams. I arrived in the states early in September 1960. There in a letter from my wife I learnt that the Saint who had guided and helped me so much, to whom I owed so much and even foretold me my future, had expired in April 1961. I had always desired to go back to India to cling to his feet, but that was not to be.
My present University hired me from September 1961 and my wife and four children joined me in Canada in May 1963.
In September 1970 I sent Kirpal, then 19, to the University of Calgary, as a student. He failed his year there, because, as I learnt later, he started chasing girls. So I asked him to come to my university the following school year. He did come home in the summer months, but didn’t listen to my advice and returned to Calgary. I refused to support him there. Over the telephone and in letters, he became very rude. In a very nasty letter in October 1971, he told me he cut his hair. This was a shock to me. Three months later he said he wanted to marry a German girl, which was another shock to me. Finally I wrote him a long letter in February 1972. In this I told him for the first time what Bhai Sahib said to him 17 years ago in the sugarcane farm in Jalandhar. I said that I was there afraid for him. I also tried to dissuade him from marrying the non-Sikh girl. I pleaded before him to re-grow his hair and to come back home. With trembling hands I remember, I also wrote that if he would not re-grow his hair, and for as long as he would not, our relation as father and son would stand terminated. He never replied to that letter.
In April 1972, at the time of Vaisakhi celebration in Windsor, I learned from my younger brother that Kirpal had made his girl pregnant and that the two had secured an abortion. This news tasted to me like death. In June 1972, he married her. This marriage destroyed what little hope I had of regaining him. There was not contact left between us, even though I gave him to understand (through my brother) that I would recognize their marriage if they both came back into Sikhi. Once or twice in these years, he did phone his mother. He also tried to get a common friend to intervene. I had the impression that he wanted to come back and kept waiting for him.
In September 1974, one day when I came back home, I met a tall non-Sikh white girl and a taller coloured boy standing in front of my house. The boy tried to fight back his nervousness and the girl tried to force out a smile. I asked them in but before they stepped in, my other son Dayaal told me that they were Kirpal and Peggy. He was still shaven. For that and for what I heard. I was angry with them. He was angry with me. I asked him, “Who are you?” Peggy said, “He is your son, Kirpal.” I said to him, “Re-grow your hair and then come back.” They both left, Kirpal still yelling at me. That was the last time I saw him.
I now regret I didn’t then sit with him and talk things over. His coming back was an indication that he was willing to change. The young lady likely would also have accepted some change. If only Kirpal were to come back in Sikh form. But how could that be? He had to mess his life. The Saint’s words had been said long ago.
Meanwhile I had decided that Canada was not the country for our teenage children. So I sent my family to India to live. This was the summer of 1974 and 1975. In May 1975 I also went to India. In late July that year, my wife and I, and our youngest son Kirat, went to Kumar-hatti in Shimla hills where Bhai Sahib used to stay for summer. Babu-ji Mall Singh (himself a saint and companion of Bhai Sahib for over 50 years) also joined us there. Every time he talked to my wife, he told her to not let me return to Canada alone. I told him in Canada my children were in danger of becoming Christians and that therefore I wouldn’t take them back with me. He still insisted that my wife would accompany me. He even told her to go on fast, or to sit a Dharna (protest) in my way, to stop me from returning to Canada without her. I started wondering why Babu-ji said this again and again.
We left Kumar-hatti on August 6 and Babu-ji saw us off at the bus stop, still insisting that my wife accompany me to Canada. On September 4, while I alone was leaving home for Canada, my wife reminded me of what Babu-ji said so many times. I reached my home in Canada on September 5. A month later, on October 6th evening, my brother phoned me from the states that earlier that day, a little after 5 in the morning, Kirpal had been killed in a car accident near Medicine Hall in Alberta. I then realized the reason for Babu-ji’s insistence. I immediately wired my wife. She arrived on October 12. We cremated Kirpal’s body on October 14, 1975. He was little over 24 at the time of his death.
I offered last Ardas for Kirpal’s soul. Thought of his long separation from us before death made me cry. Sobbing in the Sangat before Sri Guru Granth Sahib Ji, I said, “His death does not pain me. His sins do.” I undertook to become responsible for his sins as if I had done them. But asked that he be pardoned. I even asked the Guru to transfer to him (Kirpal) whatever little spiritual attainment I had been blessed with. Of course I remembered Bhai Sahib during the prayer and asked for his help to save Kirpal, his mother, and me. From the Guru, I asked assurance of Kirpal’s protection in specific words which I actually spelled out. I asked to be assured, and in exactly these words, that Kirpal’s sins had been washed, that the messenger of death would not inflict pain on him, that the Guru would hold him by his finger to see him through difficult passages and that he would be in peace hereafter.
In tears all the time, I felt relieved at the conclusion of Ardaas when I said that if he were to be reborn I would be happy to welcome him back into my family line. At this we read a Shabad from Sri Guru Granth Sahib Ji. A miracle happened. Everybody present witnessed it. The Shabad soothed me by saying exactly what I wanted said, and in exactly the words in which I had asked it said. In joy I threw my arms in the air, because I had no doubt that Kirpal had been pardoned. The Shabad was the last on Ang 895 of the Holy Sri Guru Granth Sahib Ji. Bhai Gurdev Singh read it for us. It is as follows:
In April 1972, at the time of Vaisakhi celebration in Windsor, I learned from my younger brother that Kirpal had made his girl pregnant and that the two had secured an abortion. This news tasted to me like death. In June 1972, he married her. This marriage destroyed what little hope I had of regaining him. There was not contact left between us, even though I gave him to understand (through my brother) that I would recognize their marriage if they both came back into Sikhi. Once or twice in these years, he did phone his mother. He also tried to get a common friend to intervene. I had the impression that he wanted to come back and kept waiting for him.
In September 1974, one day when I came back home, I met a tall non-Sikh white girl and a taller coloured boy standing in front of my house. The boy tried to fight back his nervousness and the girl tried to force out a smile. I asked them in but before they stepped in, my other son Dayaal told me that they were Kirpal and Peggy. He was still shaven. For that and for what I heard. I was angry with them. He was angry with me. I asked him, “Who are you?” Peggy said, “He is your son, Kirpal.” I said to him, “Re-grow your hair and then come back.” They both left, Kirpal still yelling at me. That was the last time I saw him.
I now regret I didn’t then sit with him and talk things over. His coming back was an indication that he was willing to change. The young lady likely would also have accepted some change. If only Kirpal were to come back in Sikh form. But how could that be? He had to mess his life. The Saint’s words had been said long ago.
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| Bau Mal Singh Ji (right) |
We left Kumar-hatti on August 6 and Babu-ji saw us off at the bus stop, still insisting that my wife accompany me to Canada. On September 4, while I alone was leaving home for Canada, my wife reminded me of what Babu-ji said so many times. I reached my home in Canada on September 5. A month later, on October 6th evening, my brother phoned me from the states that earlier that day, a little after 5 in the morning, Kirpal had been killed in a car accident near Medicine Hall in Alberta. I then realized the reason for Babu-ji’s insistence. I immediately wired my wife. She arrived on October 12. We cremated Kirpal’s body on October 14, 1975. He was little over 24 at the time of his death.
I offered last Ardas for Kirpal’s soul. Thought of his long separation from us before death made me cry. Sobbing in the Sangat before Sri Guru Granth Sahib Ji, I said, “His death does not pain me. His sins do.” I undertook to become responsible for his sins as if I had done them. But asked that he be pardoned. I even asked the Guru to transfer to him (Kirpal) whatever little spiritual attainment I had been blessed with. Of course I remembered Bhai Sahib during the prayer and asked for his help to save Kirpal, his mother, and me. From the Guru, I asked assurance of Kirpal’s protection in specific words which I actually spelled out. I asked to be assured, and in exactly these words, that Kirpal’s sins had been washed, that the messenger of death would not inflict pain on him, that the Guru would hold him by his finger to see him through difficult passages and that he would be in peace hereafter.
In tears all the time, I felt relieved at the conclusion of Ardaas when I said that if he were to be reborn I would be happy to welcome him back into my family line. At this we read a Shabad from Sri Guru Granth Sahib Ji. A miracle happened. Everybody present witnessed it. The Shabad soothed me by saying exactly what I wanted said, and in exactly the words in which I had asked it said. In joy I threw my arms in the air, because I had no doubt that Kirpal had been pardoned. The Shabad was the last on Ang 895 of the Holy Sri Guru Granth Sahib Ji. Bhai Gurdev Singh read it for us. It is as follows:
ਰਾਮਕਲੀ ਮਹਲਾ ੫ ॥
raamkalee mahalaa panjvaa ||
Raamkalee, Fifth Nanak:
ਦੁਲਭ ਦੇਹ ਸਵਾਰਿ ॥ ਜਾਹਿ ਨ ਦਰਗਹ ਹਾਰਿ ॥
dulabh deh savaar || jaa-eh na dargeh haar ||
Make this human life fruitful (worthwhile), which is obtained with great difficulty. You shall not go as a loser when you go to the Lord's Court.
ਹਲਤਿ ਪਲਤਿ ਤੁਧੁ ਹੋਇ ਵਡਿਆਈ ॥ ਅੰਤ ਕੀ ਬੇਲਾ ਲਏ ਛਡਾਈ ॥੧॥
halat palat tudh ho-e vaddi-aaee || ant kee belaa le-ay chhaddaa-ee ||1||
In this world and the next, you shall obtain honour and glory. At the very last moment, He will save you. ||1||
ਰਾਮ ਕੇ ਗੁਨ ਗਾਉ ॥ ਹਲਤੁ ਪਲਤੁ ਹੋਹਿ ਦੋਵੈ ਸੁਹੇਲੇ ਅਚਰਜ ਪੁਰਖੁ ਧਿਆਉ ॥੧॥ ਰਹਾਉ ॥
raam kay gun gaa-o || halat palat ho-eh do-vai suhelay a-charaj purakh dhiaa-o ||1|| rahaa-o ||
Sing the Glorious Praises of the Lord. Meditate on the wondrous Lord God, as this will make you happy and at peace in both this world and the next. ||1||Pause and reflect||
raamkalee mahalaa panjvaa ||
Raamkalee, Fifth Nanak:
ਦੁਲਭ ਦੇਹ ਸਵਾਰਿ ॥ ਜਾਹਿ ਨ ਦਰਗਹ ਹਾਰਿ ॥
dulabh deh savaar || jaa-eh na dargeh haar ||
Make this human life fruitful (worthwhile), which is obtained with great difficulty. You shall not go as a loser when you go to the Lord's Court.
ਹਲਤਿ ਪਲਤਿ ਤੁਧੁ ਹੋਇ ਵਡਿਆਈ ॥ ਅੰਤ ਕੀ ਬੇਲਾ ਲਏ ਛਡਾਈ ॥੧॥
halat palat tudh ho-e vaddi-aaee || ant kee belaa le-ay chhaddaa-ee ||1||
In this world and the next, you shall obtain honour and glory. At the very last moment, He will save you. ||1||
ਰਾਮ ਕੇ ਗੁਨ ਗਾਉ ॥ ਹਲਤੁ ਪਲਤੁ ਹੋਹਿ ਦੋਵੈ ਸੁਹੇਲੇ ਅਚਰਜ ਪੁਰਖੁ ਧਿਆਉ ॥੧॥ ਰਹਾਉ ॥
raam kay gun gaa-o || halat palat ho-eh do-vai suhelay a-charaj purakh dhiaa-o ||1|| rahaa-o ||
Sing the Glorious Praises of the Lord. Meditate on the wondrous Lord God, as this will make you happy and at peace in both this world and the next. ||1||Pause and reflect||
ਊਠਤ ਬੈਠਤ ਹਰਿ ਜਾਪੁ ॥ ਬਿਨਸੈ ਸਗਲ ਸੰਤਾਪੁ ॥
oo-that bai-that har jaap ||
bin-sai sagal santaap ||
While standing up and sitting down, meditate on the Lord, and all your troubles shall depart.
ਬੈਰੀ ਸਭਿ ਹੋਵਹਿ ਮੀਤ ॥ ਨਿਰਮਲੁ ਤੇਰਾ ਹੋਵੈ ਚੀਤ ॥੨॥
While standing up and sitting down, meditate on the Lord, and all your troubles shall depart.
ਬੈਰੀ ਸਭਿ ਹੋਵਹਿ ਮੀਤ ॥ ਨਿਰਮਲੁ ਤੇਰਾ ਹੋਵੈ ਚੀਤ ॥੨॥
bai-ree sabh ho-vehi meet || nir-mal teraa ho-vai cheet ||2||
All your enemies will become friends.
Your consciousness shall be become stain-free and pure. ||2||
ਸਭ ਤੇ ਊਤਮ ਇਹੁ ਕਰਮੁ ॥ ਸਗਲ ਧਰਮ ਮਹਿ ਸ੍ਰੇਸਟ ਧਰਮੁ ॥
sabh tay oo-tam e-hu karam || sagal dharam meh srestt dharam ||
This is the most excellent of all deeds. Of all faiths, this is the most beautiful and excellent faith.
ਹਰਿ ਸਿਮਰਨਿ ਤੇਰਾ ਹੋਇ ਉਧਾਰੁ ॥ ਜਨਮ ਜਨਮ ਕਾ ਉਤਰੈ ਭਾਰੁ ॥੩॥
har simaran teraa hoi udhaar || janam janam kaa utarai bhaar ||3||
Meditating in remembrance on the Lord, you shall be saved. You shall be rid of the burden of countless lives. ||3||
ਪੂਰਨ ਤੇਰੀ ਹੋਵੈ ਆਸ ॥ ਜਮ ਕੀ ਕਟੀਐ ਤੇਰੀ ਫਾਸ ॥
pooran teree ho-vai aas ||
gur kaa up-des sunee-jai ||
Your hopes shall be fulfilled,
jam kee kattee-ai teree faas ||
and the noose of the Messenger of Death will (also) be cut away.
ਗੁਰ ਕਾ ਉਪਦੇਸੁ ਸੁਨੀਜੈ ॥
ਨਾਨਕ ਸੁਖਿ ਸਹਜਿ ਸਮੀਜੈ ॥੪॥੩੦॥੪੧॥
gur ka updesh sunee-jai || naanak sukh sehaj samee-jai ||4||30||41||
gur ka updesh sunee-jai || naanak sukh sehaj samee-jai ||4||30||41||
So listen to the Guru's Teachings.
Nanak (Guru says -) (this way) you shall be absorbed in spiritual peace. ||4||30||41||
On hearing this Shabad my pain stopped and healing started. Babu-ji wrote me a very moving letter. In this he clearly said that Kirpal will be reborn in my family line. Subsequently he even discussed it with me and my wife. He didn’t say when. Will Kirpal be reborn as my grandson? Or as what? He didn’t say that either. But with my experience of Bhai Sahib and Babu-ji’s earlier predictions, I do not doubt that this one will also come true. I am waiting for Kirpal. I treasure in my heart many more of Bhai Sahib’s sayings. Some of these I can’t say in English.
In another one, he said such a big thing about such a small man, that I hesitate to disclose it. It is about me. But happen, it will too, no doubt about that. His words, “Do good to others”, said to me on my eve of departure to America, led to my involvement in Gurdwara work in Sudbury and Toronto. But inclusion of detail of such involvement in this article will make it too long, I am afraid. Bhai Sahib had miraculous powers. He could read minds and foretell futures. His words always came true. By his magical powers, he could changes one’s future. He could even alter the course of nature.
Once, during his Kirtan in Narangwal, rain started. The Sangat started moving for cover. The heavenly bliss coming from Kirtan was thus interrupted. At that time the line they were singing was ਕਿਛੁ ਹਾਥਿ ਕਿਸੈ ਦੈ ਕਿਛੁ ਨਾਹੀ… kichh haath kissai dai kichh naahee (“We have nothing, i.e. no power, in our hands…") At this he lifted his hand and in a loud voice he said ਇਸ ਮੇਘਲੇ ਦੇ ਹੱਥ ਭੀ ਕੁਛ ਨਹੀਂ (This rain also has nothing in its hands, i.e. has no power!) Soon the rain stopped and his Kirtan continued. His Kirtan would usually last for well over twenty four hours, sometimes over thirty-six. All these hours he would sit there, sometimes motionless for hours. In his company ordinary men and women turned into singers of Gurbani, and he collected hundreds such around him, because many singing birds alighted on his Kirtan-Sarovar (lake of singing divine-praises).
A school teacher (I think Tarlok Singh was his name) used to sing a long Shabad in Sarang Raag, ਸਭ ਦੇਖੀਐ ਅਨਭੈ ਕਾ ਦਾਤਾ ॥ sabh day-kheeai an-bhai ka daataa (“See the Giver of fearlessness in all”) and the Sangat would be spell-bound. Bhai Jeevan Singh who sang Kirtan for Bhai Sahib for a quarter century is still doing it. A young lady used to sing a Shabad, ਮੋਹਿ ਲਾਗਤੀ ਤਾਲਾਬੇਲੀ ॥ mohi laagtee taalaa-baylee (“I am restless and unhappy”). Twice I heard her sing it. But only twice. It was blissful. A boy of ten used to sit and sing all night.
Bhai Sahib did not like the show off of musicians. He sang Gurbani in straight tunes. He revived the disappearing Sikh tradition of night long Kirtan. His Rainas-baaee Kirtan always started with the Shabad headed “Din Rain” on Ang 136 of Sri Guru Granth Sahib Ji. As Kirtan progressed, the voice of singers became croaky but more sharp, till, around early morning, the Kirtan seemed coming from heaven, and became unbearably sweet.
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